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Saturday, June 11, 2005

[swallow me then spit me out.for hating you i blame myself.seeeing you it kills me now.no i dont cry outside anymore.] -kelly clarkson-

hahaha..im backkk.finally.wow!!anyone miss me?hahaha..today went for ncotc.8hrs straight.manage to survive though.n we were late.thanks to audrey.hahaha..but nvm.it was fun trying to b even later and slack.not that late lah.other companies boarded the same train as us.mayb if she hav came early i wont hav to c munnie.heex.i seriously dint step n her toes.but she's trying to step on mine.wad's her fattie prob.bleahx.be careful lor.wait till im really angry i will b sure to grab a hammer n flatten your toes.hmph.the leadership conference was okie.for only the zonal games.seriously.the lessons was terrible.no breaks for us when the rest had.no aircons for us when the rest had.coz it broke down.suay lyk wad sia.n the mdm scolded the entire girls attentding ncotc for being rude to mdms and sirs.not greeting them.n for not wearing nametags.i dint wear.yea..scold until 1plus then can eat lunch.bleahx.i saw reena n yuanying.hahaha..budds.they rmb me.hahaha..of coz.wad a name.how can ppl forget.haha..then yuanying was staring at me i was staring at her.den she mouthed out the word apple.i smiled n waved at her.hahaha..vigourously waving at her.hahaha..she was my mommy during the regional camp.hahaha..so funny.reena too.heyy budds.take care okiex?=)the games rox lah.standing on chairs arranging people from the tallest[me!!]to the shortest,long hair to short hair and alot crap.den was captain ball with no boundaries n goalkeeper running everywhere.i laugh until cheeks so pain can.den was the chair one.lyk cheese n bacon just that u need not say the 2wrds.hahaha..so funny can.end up only 4girls play their own.coz the rest play n laugh until evry tired le.they keep repeating lah.so beng lor.hahaha..den me drey evil kh mel mj took train.evil crap lyk shit.everyone did lah.and the ppl ard us lyk heard it n laughed.its lyk so weird u see them lyk wan to laugh den try to cover.hehhe.it was so funny.den kh n i walked back to sch.saw ms charis wong!!in scouts uni.woww.nv tell us she coming back.tok alot lor.den she suddenly ask me where i put my braces de.eastpoint lor.atria dental care.oppsite the basement ntuc.ngee ann city block b oso hav.level8[medical floor]yupp.hahha..den she was asking if she suddenly dont lyk it can take out not.hhaha..ms wong u mean suddenly u lyk this guy den u scared this guy dont lyk u in braces want to take out?hahahaha..it will be very fast de lah.urs isnt serious case.and it wont b lyk mine spendng 5thousand plus bucks.hahaha..thanks to dad.hahahaha..wowws.oh yarrs.jiayou for those goin mt ophir.all the best kiiex.take care of urselves!!take loads of pics.coz we will all be very eager to see it.how i wish ive signed up.hahaha..evil's personal jet will meet u guys up there.that's wad she says.ahahaha..if u everr will believe it.hahahaha..gtg peepx.i better go finish my emath n amath hols hw.im so slow.byex.takecare everyone.oh yar.i mayb having another friendster account.hahaha..thanks to much pestering of writing testimonials for some girls.hahaha..byex.

i was just imperfect.

Friday, June 03, 2005

pooff*im back!!!wowws.hahaha...my com's back from wonderland.hahaha..yea.and my results like just broke the guniness world record.the world's lousiest results ever.thankyou.haii.i really will work hard and not disappoint mom and dad.and mr tan.i really had no idea how should i describe how mush i hav hurt my mom.haii.mommy.im really sorry.yess.i know im wrong.i will keep my promise.i will really work hard and show everyone.and i will not disappoint you anymore.mr tan.yepp.thanks for being so patient with me.thanks for being such a great teacher.thanks for knowing me so well.thanks for the teachings.thanks.i wont disappoint you too.=)hahaha..yupps..yuup.all the best everyone.i might not b updating for a long while.hahah..soorry.

i was just imperfect.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

its like one week which seven days to midyears.great..and what hav i studied.a little of everything.shit.none of them i've finished.damn it mann.midyear is coming in seven days time. and i've done nothing.how great.so nice.i can prepare to fail everything like its nobody's business.and locked up at home.banned from all the shooppings and camps.all the hanging-outs.woww.great.how nice.and it will wonderfully destroy my june hols.
obs luckydraw result: im in!!!!!!wowws!!hulalahulalahulahulaeh~hahahaha..but.margaret jie say i can go provided that i pass my medical test.woww.like i was so happy to hear im in.and the medical checkup thing drenched it.hahaha..heyy.tiff not going coz of backbone.den audrey's in.evil's not!!but she'll be taking my place if i fail my medical test.haii.poor thing.the four 'chio-bus' not together.sad lah.hahahaha..haii.hope hope hopes i'll pass.hahaha..if not the only thing i can do is beg evil or drey to buy the obs shirt for me.hahaha..coz i like it.hahaha..wowws.
midyear coming le.so everyone jiayou okie?yupp.work hard.but rest well too.=)esp youu.dont make me worry like shit cann.so dan xin lor.better recover fast okie?get well soon.yes,and i mean soon.
okie.might not be updating for a long time.so dont miss me.hahaha..yarr.i'll try to update though.hahaha..tatax.jiayou.
REMINDER*all sec4s[uniform group] please take note:if you all want to take part in the ndp contingent L1R5 must get below 20 okie?yupp.instructions by dr.boon.jiayoux.=)

i was just imperfect.

Monday, April 25, 2005

hahaha..look at the date.im so in love with it.hahaha..rawkx.woowws.im lovin it'hahahaha..ermm...mac's advertisement. =)
hmmm..and i think i got elisha's flu..ahem.elisha!!!!!!you fatty pok kai.spread to me.n im like blowing like wad sia.hahaha..so mean.no lah..kidding kidding.ahahaha..
today so fun.okie.not really but just that im so so so happy.great.
magaret jie just called me.wowws.say got obs!!!!!wahlalala~cool.should i go?its like during the september breaks lah.going to have end year liaoo..anyone going??hmmm..should i go..its gonna be so fun.its in ubin she say one got campsite there.woww.sounds fun.and its hardly a chance like this..should i?dunno how to ask mom can.like mid year havent kao yet now talking about end year liao.like so guo fen??but tml must tell her lah.and im meeting her tml.dunno for wad..shruggs*she asking for the camps and mt ophir thing liao.keep saying climb mountain good experience.but dunno whether we can take it not.ask how many of us goin..den the church camp.gb annual camp.siao.den she lyk ermm..one june hols 3 camps?den ur holiday how.i was like not every camps i goin wad..she ask if i want to go ophir.hmmm..who's going?tell me kie?i want see if got people pei wo.so mt ophir and obs.which one??
nice date.i love the date.the date rawkx.im crazy?no im just very happy.only once a month i see these date.shiok.=) lalalala~ermm..and my superduper pro-ed mom put her phone in the washing machine to wash for one hour plus before she realises that her phone is bathing.and by that time already dry-washing liao.hahaha..toots.lyk wahlao..pro dao mei you hua jiang.
hmmm..i love the date.i love you.hhahaha..toots.hahaha..byes.midyear coming le.everyone jiayou okie?wowws.i think mom allows me to go for obs and mt ophir.walalala~

i was just imperfect.

Sunday, April 17, 2005

[[im tired of rumours starting
im sick of being followed
im tired of people lying
saying what they wanna about me
why cant they back off of me
why cant they let me live
im gonna do it my way
take this for this what it is]]

i really dont know what happened
but im sure im hurt inside out
if there's ever this kind of vocab
haii.shruggs..
i know its really my fault.
but i got no idea why i did that to you.
im really sorry.
but i cant bring myself
not to be angry with you
cause you had no idea
how much it hurt
when you said all those.
im sorry.

today went tm with evil drey tiff after enrolment.slack..eat kfc.took neos.yupp.nothing much lah.tml elit.haiis.hope i can pass.its like no faith liao.toots.byee.

i was just imperfect.

Friday, April 15, 2005

okiex..its a week liao.woww.time flies dont it.yarr.time for me to take a short rest and get enough sleep.and catch up with everything that im lost with.this week was basically great.funn.nothing really went wrong.yuups.no boy-girl fights no cat fights no dog fights.hahaha..wad am i talking about.starting to crap.im like turning into like evil's gang.hahha..nothing really special happened these few days i guess.errmm..celebrated maxin jie's bdae.hahaha..song ni yi ke xin muack muack cool.hahaha..i dunno where it came from but i just lyk popped out.so like everyone keep saying it.we shouted that to maxin's jie in the canteen!!hahaha..embarrassesd her.oh yarr.this weeek is friendship week.woww!!happy friendship week everyone!!!friendsforever.hugss.hahaha..alena and shihui baked chocolate chips cookies yesterday night.until 5am!!!!!!!myy..so touching kiex.hahha..nice cookiess.yummmyss!!i took 2 packs.hahaha..=p greedy pigg.but it's really nice.hahaha..thank youu!!!!!and bad.i think i left my amaths text in the worship hall.ahhhhhh!!!!!!how?!!!oh no..yanxing jie can u keep it for meee???hahaha..i forgot all about it until i came homee..sorryy.just now when we were rehearsaling the enrolment service this sun i was reading revelations.so scaryyyy.yarr.sobb.can it dont happen?wells.hope everything will go well on sunday.wowws.and there will be a video on mt ophir after everything!!wowws.i wanna go climb!!!!!!!yayyyy.wahaha..june.yuppies.today went for ndp briefing.yess.and miss lee say dr boon will agree to allow sec4s to join the marching contigent only when their midyear results l1r5 less than 20.ahem-you know what you should do if you want to join the contigent ahh.study hard!!hahaha..okiex.jiayou studying everyone okiie??yupps.hope next week will be not so stressful?errmm..sounds impossible.byees. [i know im not the same my life you've changed.everything's so different lord.]

i was just imperfect.

Monday, April 11, 2005

okie..my new blogg.so bu kan yuan use blogspot.so yuck..but it got nice blogskins...so i've no choice...hahaha..okie.peepps.rmb to change my links okie okie?? thanks...i'll change the skin asap. yupp. =)

i was just imperfect.